8.20.2016

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'Future' is too terrible.




Future is too uncertainly which called x factors,
I can't predict and understand it.


Where can i go, where should i go.
How about my relationship with him?
Does he as my truly person?
Are the 'clear mouth' started at now?


I am always perform my life as a mission
A mission that purpose to make everyone happy and satisfy.


Everything based on other people needs and wants.
Which i actually need is only let my important person feel comfortable.



Now i feel this is too tired for me to perform it.



A good daughter.
An obedient granddaughter.
A loyalty 'class member'.
A STRONG girl in every situation.


That's toooo stupid methods of life.


I need change.  I need wake up.




 Thanks for my lovely laopo and best best friend.
Thanks for your patient and listen me within these nine years.


As a human, 
we always need a 'friend' to help us in order to motivate ourselves.





Pls, let me find a double AAA life successfully. 







[ Bigluv always in my heart. ]